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Feb. 23rd, 2005 11:09 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lucifermourningi am at work.
with absolutely nothing to do.
they tell me that by next week they'll sort things out so i can actually be productive.
in the mean time i am spodding.
but that's starting to grow old.
yar.
on the plus side, in a fairly good place life-wise. finished chap 1 of thesis, in super-rough-draft from. i'm even on top of all my schoolwork, though i do have projects and such coming up so much be careful not to slip behind. good weekend; was moderately productive and also escaped the flat on saturday to be social, see film and re-watch such classics from angel season 5 as the puppet episode. and i even have stuff tentatively planned for this weekend. just have to make sure i also write chapter 2. i think my current writing focus is just to get the chapters hashed out, even if they are in fairly awful form. i will (hopefully) work better revising from a base than writing from scratch. and the rough draft is due at the start of april, so if i have all 4 chapters by a couple weeks before that i can stitch them together into something presentable. yay!
had some slight anxiety attacks last night when trying to sleep, serving to remind me once again that it is better to focus on the one-year Plan than think about anything more long term than that. i can think about the big Plan once the little one is sorted. and the little one is going well enough. grad school application sent off, though my transcript is delayed by rubbish bureacracy. i wish to smite the bureacracy. grr.
otherwise, just trying to go one day, or at most one week, at a time.
with absolutely nothing to do.
they tell me that by next week they'll sort things out so i can actually be productive.
in the mean time i am spodding.
but that's starting to grow old.
yar.
on the plus side, in a fairly good place life-wise. finished chap 1 of thesis, in super-rough-draft from. i'm even on top of all my schoolwork, though i do have projects and such coming up so much be careful not to slip behind. good weekend; was moderately productive and also escaped the flat on saturday to be social, see film and re-watch such classics from angel season 5 as the puppet episode. and i even have stuff tentatively planned for this weekend. just have to make sure i also write chapter 2. i think my current writing focus is just to get the chapters hashed out, even if they are in fairly awful form. i will (hopefully) work better revising from a base than writing from scratch. and the rough draft is due at the start of april, so if i have all 4 chapters by a couple weeks before that i can stitch them together into something presentable. yay!
had some slight anxiety attacks last night when trying to sleep, serving to remind me once again that it is better to focus on the one-year Plan than think about anything more long term than that. i can think about the big Plan once the little one is sorted. and the little one is going well enough. grad school application sent off, though my transcript is delayed by rubbish bureacracy. i wish to smite the bureacracy. grr.
otherwise, just trying to go one day, or at most one week, at a time.
